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The child School: phpps|rvhs|njc|ntu Birthday: 9th Nov 88 About you: desires to love God and love His children like how He loves me :) Shouts previous posts courage reading blogs You Alone Are My Song we love because He first loved us thank God for friends :) updates. my queen! wisdom, God. baby! a bad time past 6/1/07 - 7/1/07 7/1/07 - 8/1/07 8/1/07 - 9/1/07 9/1/07 - 10/1/07 10/1/07 - 11/1/07 11/1/07 - 12/1/07 12/1/07 - 1/1/08 1/1/08 - 2/1/08 10/1/08 - 11/1/08 11/1/08 - 12/1/08 3/1/09 - 4/1/09 4/1/09 - 5/1/09 5/1/09 - 6/1/09 6/1/09 - 7/1/09 7/1/09 - 8/1/09 8/1/09 - 9/1/09 9/1/09 - 10/1/09 10/1/09 - 11/1/09 1/1/10 - 2/1/10 links a wise man rueee jesselene laa! nat!!! kennybro yeanni van dommie jojojo isssy bestie jasssy! pastor charissa pastor jenn
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Monday, January 25, 2010 i will be still @ 10:36 AM You are God. Though the mountains may disappear, I know that You are near. I will be still, and know that You are God. 0 comments Saturday, January 16, 2010 courage @ 3:29 PM I feel weak and powerless to do your will. I know all the right answers, i know what i am supposed to do. I feel paralyzed. Sometimes, i feel rebellious and obstinate. You have been calling me back all the time. but i refused to turn. I am too afraid to go back. I have no courage to turn back what ive done. Things will nv be the same after this, i Know. i have made such a huge mistake. i know the cross sets me free. i know u have died and alr knew this foolish thing tt i have done...u knew them way before i have done it. but still...i am too ashamed to return. i rather not complete it anymore. You tell me : -fight the good fight of faith -let Me be your courage -by My grace u can do it -dont let Satan win u -dont be afraid -I am here -Im with you -I will help you to do what needs to be done God..unless u drag me back, i will nv return. Unless like Jonah, u send a big fish to swallow me, i dont want to return. there are too many things im ashamed of, too many things i dont want to face there, too many hurts to recover from there..But i know i only need You. my thoughts are running all over. i feel really sad. tt im not heeding Your word. I am consciously running away from it. I dont know what has become of me. it is becoming easier to be out of this. it is becoming easier to dwell in this self-pity. but it takes more courage to stay, than to leave. 0 comments Friday, January 8, 2010 reading blogs @ 1:07 PM i havent been doing so well with Jesus. with God. and felt kinda down. but reading their posts was really ,..lighting up my life and my Hope? tt even if i dun seem to see God in my life every single moment and day, or not aware of it, He IS working. He is..He is doing it in everyone else's life. and for tt i rejoice. and also coz of tt, i want to fight for my joy in God. ytd;s talk with hy and beth showed me how much i needed Him back. not tt He never was in my life, but yeah, i wasnt aware of it. daily being drowned by own cares and worries and whatnots. it's getting tiring and meaningless. and good thing, before sch term starts, i realised this. God's grace. purely. i really thank God for pple who express themselves so well on the blog, so tt i can read it, and understand God's heart from it. :) thank u jesus :) 1 comments Tuesday, October 13, 2009 You Alone Are My Song @ 1:40 PM I praise You Lord, because You are most worthy to be priased! You are our Mighty Creator, You are our Strong Foundation; None can compare to You, Lord, Lord Jesus. I thank You Lord, for creating me fearfully and wonderfully. I thank You Lord, For only in You I am secure. You are my Strength and my Song, With You, I am complete. No one can ever compare to You. I want to shout and priase You Oh God You are so very great. I want to lay aside my everything, And give You all the glory due Your Name. You alone, are good, Lord You alone, are sufficient for me. You will fill me, with all of my days, Songs that will sing of Your greatness and joy! Nothing will ever separate me from Your Love, I am very secure in You, LORD JESUS! (INSPIPIRED BY MR HOLY SPIRIT, AND PSALM 96) :) 0 comments Monday, October 5, 2009 we love because He first loved us @ 11:55 PM really feel very joyful for all the lessons and reaffirmation from God about us..i think without this ordeal, i wouldnt have learnt SO MUCH about myself and seen so much NEED FOR GOD to change and transform me inwardly. thank u jesus!! daddyGod, increase my love and passion for u..i wanna be passionate for Jesus! and I want to be passionate for your children as well. all these i cant do with my own desires/strengths, these passio has to come from YOU Daddy!! Thank You for it, i receive it by Faith because the Word of God says- We love because He first loved us. Since Jesus first loved me, I will and can love, and because You said, ask and you will receive! Thank You God :) 0 comments Wednesday, September 30, 2009 thank God for friends :) @ 11:27 AM hahaha the headache's been getting very bad, sigh. and this midterm break is really quite lousy and lonely, other than spending it with jasssy (u are really a great comfort to have man) and preparing for the REVOLUTION in sch with roy and dom, everything else hasnt been looking good. pple whom i look forward to spending time with has been MIA. haha, it's okay. i ll just date Jesus lo. Am in the National Library alone now! whee. i havent been to this place before, can u believe it! and i just went for a dental checkup, hahah no one to really update to, so i ll update u Mr Bloggy. heh. meeting renee for lunch soon. takes my mind off things a bit. and i cant wait to meetup with hy and doris tmr, i need some spiritual upload and download, how impt is it to have friends to pick u up when u fall! do u have friends like these? if not, dont worry, pray and ask, and God WILL give it to u, because He is like DADDY. in fact, he IS daddy! So he will give u freely as u ask. :) thanks God for friends and gurls :) 0 comments Wednesday, September 23, 2009 updates. my queen! @ 2:07 AM havent been to this place for long. (I somehow feel I always begin my entries with the same -long time no see, blog- tagline. haha) I decided to come visit my own blog as I was chatting with a friend from Psych. This guy is quite an interesting person, who said that he is gonna start blogging so as to capture memory of uni days, especially since he doesnt talk much. This really jolted me quite a bit, and it suddenly dawned upon me that uni days are as worth it as pri sch, sec sch and jc days to capture memories, to cherish the days, and to leave a legacy as well..not so much of a "fame" kind of legacy, but more of a love-legacy, you know, sowing into the lives of my friends before we go our separate ways. In a flash, I'm now in my 3rd yr of study. And it's so fast that I cant believe it! What have I done in these past 2 years? What has God done in my life, and who has He transformed me to be? I havent really thought about these things. But i think i ought to, because I dont want my days as an undergrad to float by, as im continually just drowned in work/assignments and projects. This is not the kind of life I want, really. But it takes a step of faith, literally, to walk myself out of this trap tt is ever luring and traps you unknowingly, when you least expect it. There has been many changes in this transiting season. I feel quite out of sync and out of balance, and..yeah I do feel that emptiness on days without consciously acknowledging and communing with daddyGod every moment of my day. Reading La's blog is very nice and encouraging. She really inspires me, the way she tunes her heart to daddy and yearns to stay there. It reminds me that, hey, i think that's what every child of God HAS to be doing! so that we continue to run on the fuel of God's love. We really can't do without that, but humans dont learn. And i'm included. Recently i've been quite caught up with taiwan dramas. yes yes. ethan. he is really good i must say, very very natural in acting and the storyline is ohsosweet. tt's why they are called dramas. ahha i told gim to watch more and maybe catch a few romantic stuff from the drama, but on hindsight i think that's being pretty mean. sorry gimmie! you know i love u the way u are hahah =) just got too INTO the whole drama thing. my queen! awesome. reminded me of van and eph as i was watching it, and i thank God that He is the anchor of their lives, and not like the drama with the philosophy of - if we try hard enuff, we can do it!..nah. I find it really hard to grapple with that. how hard can u try? how much of u can u give to your other half? someday, u find urself giving more than u can, then what happens next? where does the refuel of the love and grace tank come from? definitely not from yourself. it has to be refilled, somehow. like a petrol station. but from where? =) thank u daddy, that i have u. just a personal opinion on this =) haha see. thoughts flying all over the place. there were some stuff i wanted to blog about, like moving on to a different branch of the family matters in coos, like my journey with gim so far, like my friends (smart pple) who have gone to places i would nv have dreamt about like cambridge, like, God. my father. both earthly and heavenly. haha. will see u..when i see u again. time to slp :) 2 comments |