havent been to this place for long. (I somehow feel I always begin my entries with the same -long time no see, blog- tagline. haha)

I decided to come visit my own blog as I was chatting with a friend from Psych. This guy is quite an interesting person, who said that he is gonna start blogging so as to capture memory of uni days, especially since he doesnt talk much. This really jolted me quite a bit, and it suddenly dawned upon me that uni days are as worth it as pri sch, sec sch and jc days to capture memories, to cherish the days, and to leave a legacy as well..not so much of a "fame" kind of legacy, but more of a love-legacy, you know, sowing into the lives of my friends before we go our separate ways.

In a flash, I'm now in my 3rd yr of study. And it's so fast that I cant believe it! What have I done in these past 2 years? What has God done in my life, and who has He transformed me to be? I havent really thought about these things. But i think i ought to, because I dont want my days as an undergrad to float by, as im continually just drowned in work/assignments and projects. This is not the kind of life I want, really. But it takes a step of faith, literally, to walk myself out of this trap tt is ever luring and traps you unknowingly, when you least expect it. 

There has been many changes in this transiting season. I feel quite out of sync and out of balance, and..yeah I do feel that emptiness on days without consciously acknowledging and communing with daddyGod every moment of my day. Reading La's blog is very nice and encouraging. She really inspires me, the way she tunes her heart to daddy and yearns to stay there. It reminds me that, hey, i think that's what every child of God HAS to be doing! so that we continue to run on the fuel of God's love. We really can't do without that, but humans dont learn. And i'm included.

Recently i've been quite caught up with taiwan dramas. yes yes. ethan. he is really good i must say, very very natural in acting and the storyline is ohsosweet. tt's why they are called dramas. ahha i told gim to watch more and maybe catch a few romantic stuff from the drama, but on hindsight i think that's being pretty mean. sorry gimmie! you know i love u the way u are hahah =) just got too INTO the whole drama thing. my queen! awesome. reminded me of van and eph as i was watching it, and i thank God that He is the anchor of their lives, and not like the drama with the philosophy of - if we try hard enuff, we can do it!..nah. I find it really hard to grapple with that. how hard can u try? how much of u can u give to your other half? someday, u find urself giving more than u can, then what happens next? where does the refuel of the love and grace tank come from? definitely not from yourself. it has to be refilled, somehow. like a petrol station. but from where? =) thank u daddy, that i have u. just a personal opinion on this =)

haha see. thoughts flying all over the place. there were some stuff i wanted to blog about, like moving on to a different branch of the family matters in coos, like my journey with gim so far, like my friends (smart pple) who have gone to places i would nv have dreamt about like cambridge, like, God. my father. both earthly and heavenly. 

haha. will see u..when i see u again. time to slp :)